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Post by Marissa Tasker on Feb 19, 2011 17:40:22 GMT -5
To say the least since Chrismas it had been a very long busy couple of months for Marissa. But seeing as she had a few days off from the hustle and bustle of school and work, she had something planned for her and JR. Since he was obviously out for day. Marissa arrived at the Chandler mansion earlier in the day with a idea for her and JR to finally have a night alone. After arriving Marissa hung up her coat, before she made her way into the kitchen area to discuss a couple of things for dinner and how she wanted the night to go.
Once the arrangements for dinner had been made including desert. Marissa contacted Dixie earlier in the day and asked her if she would mind keeping AJ over night. She had dicussed the plans that she had in mind for her night alone with JR. And she smiled when Dixie gave her, her blessings and said she would watch AJ. She knew her and JR hadn't had been able to spend alot of time together with the way she was working and with school. But that was defintly gonna change tonight, she knew they were taking things slow. But she wanted him to see that she was still here and she was still waiting for that special moment.
Soon enough everything is set and the dining room looks absolutly beautiful. Marissa is now dressed in a gorgeous black silk dress the curves and clings to her figure. Normally she wouldn't wear anything like this but this was a special ocassion. She reaches over and lights the candles that were on the table. Before she makes her way out of the dining room and towards the hallway hearing the front door open. She smiles abit and allows her eyes to roam over JR. He hadn't seen her yet but he will as she steps further into the hallway and stands by the steps before she speaks.
"Welcome home JR..."
Marissa smiles abit and continues to stand by the stares as she notices JR look up and over at her with those sexy blue eyes. She blushes a little bit before she begins to speak in a soft voice with a small shy smile still gracing her lips..
"I have a special surprise for you come with me so I can show you JR."
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Post by JR Chandler on Feb 25, 2011 14:44:17 GMT -5
JR had just come home from a long day at work. The office had been stressful and he was already feeling tired this week from the cancer, but now that he was getting back home he was trying to push it aside so that he wouldn't be in a bad mood for his son and Colby. He was planning to just change quickly before getting AJ from school (not knowing that Marissa had made arrangements for him to stay with his mother for the evening).
JR got inside and put his coat on the coatrack by the door before walking further inside and seeing Marissa standing there, surprising him a bit, but pleasantly. He smiled at her. "Marissa, hi...I this is a nice surprise" He told her "You look great...." He told her, admiring her for a moment in the dress, but trying not to stare too long and make her uncomfortable.
He heard her say she had a surprise for him and raised his eyebrows a bit curiously before going over to her and taking her hand. He placed a light kiss on the backside of her hand before telling her "Lead the way "
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Post by Marissa Tasker on Feb 26, 2011 10:24:51 GMT -5
Marissa blushes for a moment when she feels him place a light kiss on the back of her hand. She knew JR was tired she could see it in his eyes, maybe a night alone just between the two of them was asking a little much. No this would be the perfect way for JR to relax and take his mind off everything. She gives him a small smile and laces her fingers with his as she begins to lead him towards the dinning room and speaks.
"Thank you for the compliment JR, I really appreciate it. *smiles* I know we have both been busy with work, and me with school and doing things with AJ, Kendall and with me helping out with Amanda's wedding. But I thought tonight we could both use a little relaxation and piece and quiet. Everything has been taken care of and AJ is staying the night with Dixie. So tonight Mr. Chandler *smiles* just set back enjoy and relax."
She gives him a small smile before she lets go of his hand long enough to push the door to the dining room open. The lights have been dimmed and the soft glow from the candles fill the room. Followed by the wonderous aroma from the food that was prepared just for the two of them. She looks back at JR and gives him another smile as she speaks.
"I thought a nice dinner here at Chandler was the perfect time for us to relax and spend some time together. Ordinarily I would say we could go out and grab something to eat. But I thought that this was more cozy and we wouldn't have people bothering us. I hope that this is ok JR, if your tired we could do this another day or something...."
Marissa leans against the door frame her hands behind her, she looks down for a moment before she looks back up at him. A slight blush stains her cheeks as she watches JR look around the room. Before his intense blue eyes turned back to her, she felt the air catch in her throat and she quickly ran her tongue over her lips all the while wondering what he was going to do or say.
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Post by JR Chandler on Mar 24, 2011 14:11:25 GMT -5
JR was surprised to hear that Marissa had arranged a quiet night just for the two of them, even taking care of things so that AJ would be watched by his mother for the night and he wouldnt have to worry about his son. "You've thought of everything havent you" He told her with a smile. "A relaxing evening sounds perfect"
JR watched her push the door open to the dining room and saw the glow of the candles. It was the perfect romantic evening for the two of them. He listened to her offer that they could do this another day if he was tired. He was tired. Truth was he couldnt remember the last time that he didnt feel that way. But being sick made him realize that he couldn't count on having another day to put things off until, and he didnt want to miss out on the opportunity to spend an evening like this with Marissa.
"No, this is perfect...thank you Marissa, for arranging all of this...it's a great idea...and everything looks amazing"
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Post by Marissa Tasker on Mar 24, 2011 18:16:46 GMT -5
Marissa gives JR a small smile, she brushes a stray piece of hair from her face as she leans there against the door frame. She knew JR was tired, she could see it in his eyes. But she also knew that a night alone for the two of them is exactly what they both need. They could both relax together, or even snuggle up on the couch and watch tv. There was a endless range of possibilities of what could happen tonight.
"I'm glad you like it JR... I got the idea last night while I was at home studying. I knew we hadn't seen each other much since Christmas. And I decided that it was time to take action or else we would never get a chance to see each other. So I got over here earlier today, I talked the cook into helping me out with dinner which I greatly appreciate."
She gives him another smile before she reaches out and takes one of his hands in hers. She leads him on into the dinning room and the soft sounds of music is heard playing. It was true Marissa had thought of everything. She wanted this night to be perfect and so far it was exactly that.
"I know you have been working extremly hard this week JR... But I want you to clear your mind of everything, I dont want you to think about work... *she takes his cell phone and turns it off* I dont want you to think about being sick. I dont want you to worry about AJ... or anyone else for that fact... Tonight no one else exists in this world except me and you hun..."
She gives him another small smile and gently releases his hand she steps closer to him and places her hands gently on his muscular chest. She could feel the heat radiating off his flesh through his shirt. She blushes a little and looks up into his blue eyes and begins to speak in a soft voice.
"Tonight is about seeing where we want to take our relationship JR. Tonight we have the whole mansion to ourselves... who knows where the night may lead us. But I know I'm very interested in finding out where we end up tonight."
Marissa gives him a small smile before she gently slips her fingers from his chest... She breaks eye contact for a moment and looks down at her feet. A pretty pink tint graces her cheeks before she begins to speak in a soft voice.
"Maybe we should set down and start our dinner before it gets cold hun."
She looks back up at him and gives him she allows her eyes to meet his. And she could see something in his blue eyes that looked almost like desire. She watches his blue eyes darken and her lips party abit, her breath catches in the back of her throat and when it looks like the two are about to share a moment the maid speaks.
"Your first course is served enjoy..."
Marissa blushes abit and the spell is broken, she says thank you too the maid before she steps away from JR and makes her way over to the table with him following right behind her. She could feel his eyes on her watching her every movement, she was well aware of everything and she could only image what was going through JR's mind after everything she had said.
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Post by JR Chandler on Mar 31, 2011 11:04:07 GMT -5
JR nodded knowing that Marissa was right that they hadnt really had much time together since Christmas. He knew that he should have made sure that they had, and not left it up to her to have to make the move, even though she didnt seem to have minded. He always seemed to let himself get wrapped up in one thing or another and it was always those he cared about that ended up suffering.
"I'm sorry that I didnt think to do something like this first" He told her, appreciating that she hadn't taken his inaction as disinterest, which definitely wasnt the case. He smiled as she said how the cook had helped her out. "The staff seems to be pretty good judges of who and when to help out"
JR watches her take his cell phone and turn it off. He opened his mouth ready to stop her and say that if there was an emergency at work or with AJ he might need it, but he knew that work could wait until morning for anything that came up and his mother was very capable of handling AJ, and should anything happen, she could call the landline with an emergency. "Okay...okay, fine no distractions, you have my full attention"
He nodded in agreement as she said how tonight they should see where they wanted to take their relationship. He knew they really should figure that out and he needed to make sure she knew just how much he cared for her. As they walked over to the table to start their first course he moved in front of her briefly to get her chair for her, pulling it out for her, before sitting across from her.
"I'm very interested in seeing where tonight leads as well...and showing you exactly how I feel"
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Post by Marissa Tasker on Apr 5, 2011 19:17:07 GMT -5
"Everything looks really good, I think your staff really out did themselves JR. I just pitched the idea that I had in mind and they rolled with it. But we should really eat before it gets cold we wouldn't want there hard work to go to waste."
She gives JR a small smile as the two of them begin to eat there dinner. Both of them sharing small glances every once in a while, while the two of them laugh and talk about various things that the two have done over the past couple of months since Christmas. You can see it written on both of there faces just how much the two care about each other exspecially with the small smiles there giving each other followed by the tiny glances every once in a while.
"He is so handsome... I can't believe I've fallen in love with him so quickly. Am I just opening myself up for heart break? Or is this the type of love that I've been searching for for."
Marissa thought those words to herself while the night progresses to about 2 hours later. The two of them have made there way into the sitting and there both setting on the couch. Marissa looks over towards JR and gives him a small smile, the night had been absolutly amazing for the two of them. Marissa reaches over and places her hand in his, she laces her fingers with his and allows her thumb to roam slowly over his knuckles before she begins to speak while keeping her eyes locked with his.
"Tonight's been amazing JR, I'm glad I took the inititve and set this up. It feels good to be able to just spend time with you and not having to rush off to work or to school. But there is something that could make it that much better."
Marissa gives JR a small smile before she stands up she runs her hands down her dress before she picks up a remote. She pushes the play button and soft music is heard, she tosses the remote aside before she looks over at JR and gives him a small smile before she begins to speak while standing in a area she had his staff clear for them.
"Dance with me JR... Please..."
Marissa says those words as she looks over at JR and watches him give her a smile. She was waiting to see if he would make her wait or if he would stand up from the sofa and make his way over to her so that the two of them could dance there first dance together. She brushes her hair from her face and stands there still waiting as the first few lines of the song speaks out.
"You might just be the boy I've always known I might be lost in something beautiful..."
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Post by JR Chandler on May 5, 2011 20:26:06 GMT -5
"They definitely earn their pay. We have a great staff here" JR said honestly, knowing he was lucky with the people they got to work for them. Many had been their for years, some since he was a child, others that he had personally picked out and hired to work there. He could trust his staff, and with his son living there, he had to be able to trust them.
The dinner they ate was delicious and it was peaceful to eat the meal with Marissa, feeling the little sparks between them as they'd make eye contact every so often. Even though she was Babe's sister, JR was appreciating all of the unique things about Marissa. She was perfect in her own way, and he was still amazed that she had stuck around as long as she had already, even with everything he was facing.
"I'm glad that you took the initiative too...I just apologize for not doing it myself sooner. I should have done something like this, to show you just how much you mean to me"
JR smiled as she started up the music he nodded as she asked him to dance with her. "It would be my pleasure" He told her, as he walked over to her, taking her in his arms as they began to dance. They moved slowly in rhythm to the music. As the song began to end his movements calmed and he looked into her eyes, his hand trailed down the side of her cheek while the other rested on her hip. He moved closer and gently placed his lips against hers in a kiss.
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Post by Marissa Tasker on May 22, 2011 11:30:20 GMT -5
Heaven..... those were the first thoughts that entered her mind the moment JR's lips touched her's. It felt so right as she slides her hands from his chest before moving them up around his neck. This was where she belonged wrapped in his arms with his fingers roaming slowly down her back while the kiss continued. The two continued to slowly sway to the music both lost in the moment, both glad that they have no interuptions so this moment could go on and on forever if they wanted....
"If this is what Heaven feels like I dont want this moment to ever end."
Marissa thought those words as she felt JR pull her even tigther against his warm muscular body. She could feel the heat radiating off his skin through his clothes warming her despite the shiver that coursed through her body. But all to soon the kiss slowly breaks, Marissa opens her eyes and looks up into JR's blue ones. She gives him a small smile and a blush creeps up on her beautiful cheeks turning them a prettyy shade of pink. She allows her fingers to roam slowly over the back of his neck as she begins to speak in a soft voice.
"I love you so much JR"
She gives him a small smile while continuing to look up into his blue eyes, she could almost see her future in them. But could she really have a future with JR Chandler, could wedding bells be in there future? Or maybe even a child or two, or even three? She soon lays her head gently on his shoulder while they continue to sway to the music. She feels him lower his head and place a tiny kiss on her neck while his fingers continue to glide over her back both hoping that reality dosen't return too soon because both are happy exactly where they are in each others arms.
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Post by JR Chandler on May 29, 2011 21:01:40 GMT -5
"If this was heaven, I wouldn't be afraid of dying...but I'd probably run to confession to make sure I could still get in" JR added with a light smirk.
Being with her was perfection. She made him so happy, made him hopeful for the future and want to be a better person, one who deserved someone like her. He kissed her again as he pulled her closer , feeling the heat radiate from her warm body. His hands traced up the soft skin of her arms as he looked into her eyes.
Hearing her say that she loved him made his heart race. He couldn't believe that he could have a woman like her say those words. He didnt think he deserved it really. He bent down his head and kissed her neck lightly, closing his eyes as he breathed in her sweet scent before raising his head and looking into her eyes.
"I wasn't looking for this to happen, in fact I tried to fight it..to try to protect you and probably myself as well. But it did, and I love you too Marissa, and I dont ever want to lose you"
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Post by Marissa Tasker on May 30, 2011 13:25:23 GMT -5
"I'll be honest with you J.R when I first came to Pine Valley I wasn't looking for love. I came here to become a great lawyer, and to finally do something on my own. Without having someone tell me that I would fail, or that I wouldnt be the best that I could be. But I came here and I found you, I found AJ, and a family that i never knew I had. And now that I've found love...."
She drifts her fingers slowly down the back of his neck, while they continue to slowly sway to the soft music thats playing in the back ground. She looks up into his blue eyes, she could see the love he had for her reflecting in his eyes. She smiles abit and licks her lips moistioning them before she begins to speak.
"Now that I've found love J.R I dont want to ever let you go, and I promise you I will never leave you JR. I understand why you didn't want to allow your self to fall in love with me. You were trying to protect me from the heart ache if things didn't go well with your treatments. And you were trying to protect yourself from falling in love while your sick. But even though your sick JR that dosen't mean you dont deserve someone to love and someone to love you back, because you do you deserve all of that and so much more."
She gives him a small smile before she leans in and brushes a soft sweet kiss over his lips. The kiss continues for several long sweet moments before she begins to speak in a soft sweet voice.
"I'm gonna to stay by your side JR, through thick and thin, I'm going to be that tiny voice willing you to fight this disease. And I promise you we will beat this diseaese together. And we will have the rest of our lives to spend together JR. When you need someone to lean on I'm gonna be here for you and for AJ I promise you that with all my heart body and soul JR."
Marissa gives him a small smile and her fingers continue roam over the back of his neck. She places another soft sweet kiss on his lips before resting her forehead gently against his while the couple continues to slowly sway to the music.
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Post by JR Chandler on Jun 12, 2011 15:21:13 GMT -5
"I think you understand me better than anyone Marissa" JR told her honestly as she understood all the reasons he was trying to fight falling in love with her. "You and I may differ in our belief over whether I deserve someone to love right now, but you definitely deserve to have love. You're such a sweet, beautiful, kind hearted person, you deserve to have someone who can make you happy and love you like you deserve to be loved. But you don't deserve to have to deal with all the baggage I bring with it, or worry the love you have won't last" JR said hesitantly before continuing "But...since it seems your mind is made up already, I'll do everything in my power to try to make you happy, and make you feel as loved as you are for as long as you'll let me"
He leaned in and gave her another soft kiss, cherishing the feeling of her in his arms and their lips pressing against each other.
"You and AJ are my reasons for fighting. I didn't think I'd be lucky enough to find love like this twice in my life, but I know I can't stop fighting now that I have it. I want it to last...I want a future with you Marissa"
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Post by Marissa Tasker on Jun 29, 2011 10:44:40 GMT -5
"I want a future with you too JR... and I know in my heart that together along with AJ we will have that future. God wouldn't let you fall in love only to snatch you away from the people that you love the most. Maybe you allowing yourself to fall in love with me is god's way of letting you know that you will get better... Maybe I'm one of his gifts to you, a gift that you didn't realize you were getting until the day we met at Krystals." Marissa continues to look up into his blue eyes while allowing her fingers to drift slowly down the back of his neck. Before allowing them to drift slowly over his strong muscular shoulders. She allows her hands to come to rest on his chest, she can feel his heart beating under her fingers. And she gives him a small smile before she begins to speak in a soft voice."Love like this comes once in a life time hun.... The type of love that you can see flickering in someones eyes each and every time you gaze into them. The type of love that is special and extra oridinary in every.. The type of love that seems like it is Heaven sent. We have that type of love, a love that nothing will ever be able to tear apart. Tonight I give you my heart and everything that comes with it JR. Forever and For Always I will always love you thats my promise to you."Marissa gives him a small smile and and slides her hands back up around his neck. The music has long since died away but the two of them are still swaying to what ever music it was that they were hearing. She looks down for a moment feeling a blush creeping up on her cheeks. She had never been so open with her feelings before and it felt strange to her that JR could make her open up on so many levels. When her eyes meet his once more she removes one hand from his neck. Before she gently drifts her fingers down his cheek before her fingers tips graze slowly down his lips feeling there softness beneath her fingers. She removes her fingers from his cheek and slips her arm back around his neck and gives him a small smile before she lays her head gently on his shoulder, obviously wondering where this night was going to lead them.[/size][/center]
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Post by JR Chandler on Jul 23, 2011 9:09:02 GMT -5
"I hope that you're right. I know that you're right that you are a gift to me...having you is more than I deserve" JR said knowing it was true after some of the things he had done. "But I just hope its not just a gift to give me a little bit of happiness before he takes away my future. "
JR looked into her eyes as she spoke about love. If his theory was right and she was his gift before death, the only thing that wouldnt make sense is why God, or anyone would give Marissa love to make her lose it and hurt her in the end. If it was god's plan, he couldn't see anyone hurting Marissa like that, and it gave him hope that maybe she was right, it was supposed to be a sign to him not to give up, that things would get better.
"For as long as I live, you have my heart, and I will love you" JR told her as they continued dancing without music. Holding her in his arms was an amazing feeling that he never wanted to end. Eventually they both seemed to stop swaying and stood there with their arms still around each other. JR gently placed his hand against her cheek, until she looked up from his shoulder. He gave her a soft, gentle kiss. "Come upstairs with me...I want to show you how much I love you. Let me make love to you"
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Post by Marissa Tasker on Aug 24, 2011 22:22:09 GMT -5
"Come upstairs with me...I want to show you how much I love you. Let me make love to you"
Hearing him say those words made Marissa's knees go weak, she runs her tongue over her lips and a slight blush stains her beautiful cheeks. After a moment she looks back up towards him and her eyes meet his blue ones. She felt almost like she was falling into a sea of wonder as she begins to speak while stairing into his eyes.
"I want to show you how much I love you too JR... I want to show you that the love I feel for you is real... And that my love for you will never fade JR. I love you now and for always my heart belongs only to you."
Marissa says those words while his strungle muscular arms tighten around her waist. Marissa soon leans in close and brushes her soft, warm, sweet, baby pink lips over his. She can feel him slowly backing her up through the living room, passed the double doors and into the foyer where the stairs leading up to his bedroom are. Once the kiss breaks, Marissa looks up at him once more as she speaks.
"I'm ready to head up when ever you are JR."
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